Nisshaku

You know me. You know I know it. I just don't call you out- I can't know your reasons... I see your symptoms More than you'd like to...    ...Less than is necessary And you know it! For you I'm an open book For you I can pardon the most For you I live    - You know I'd like you to always ask first It's not that the end result would change... It's not like it would ease the process... It's not that it's waste of words either, It is taking away the emotional tax. Emotions are funny like that. Their not logical. Reasoning your emotions... Is to simply justify them. Emotions just are. They don't listen to reason. They didn

Thirst of a fanged one   A spirit of a red fur Curse of a carnivore Stubbornness of a mid caught Freedom of a heavenly one   Temper of a fallen   Patience of a balance keeper Blue eyes...tainted mind...pure heart I am me And I am we A servant of evil That's all there is to it.

Eilen, Heräsin, Tajusin: Olen kasvanut puvun sisälle. Eilen, Töissä, Huomasin: Ei se yleensä haittaa. Eilen, Nukahdin, Ymmärsin: Muut eivät tiedä. Tänään, Heräsin, Kuvittelin: Näyttäisin edes puoliksi itseltäni... Tänään, Ilmoitin, Perustelin: Pukuni kertoo vain kolmanneksen.

I know some like it I understand them I see where they are coming from I know I could like it too If I just knew how to It hurts like emptiness Even more so Because I know that if I could It would be the most beautiful thing in the world But I just can't stand it It can bring the greatest thrill It could give birth to mind blowing pleasure I would love the significance of it It's so beautiful Still even the strongest entity can't break a limit this hard I'm sorry I would love to take it It would be so great, so beautiful It could make our bond to be seen But it can't be that I can't stand the feeling I get from it The fear, the pain, sad

I've seen                 what we can be. I have          seen the worst and the best scenarios. It can destroy us. Us all. We all can get killed - by each others even. Still, I'll take this risk, if just you would take it too. It will not be easy. I am sorry. I can't let go of these feelings. I'm scared but it is too late. I have already seen too much. .